This prose, titled “Gracious Redemption,” was written during a time of prayer and reflection. It explores themes of shame, regret, and the transformative power of divine grace. The core message is rooted in the teachings of Jesus Christ, offering a perspective on finding freedom and purpose through faith.
“Shame and regret pound my soul when I repeat what I hate. Then I’m reminded that I’ve been graciously redeemed. Living incomplete is cast aside.”
The author delves into the concepts of grace and redemption, defining them as follows:
This gracious redemption is something to be embraced, treasured, and valued above all else. The author reflects on the day when earthly life ends and the question is asked: “What did you do with my Son?” The answer is to believe and receive, surrendering completely.
The prose explores the dynamic between seeking God and being pursued by Him. The author acknowledges that even in moments of hiding, God is calling, like a shepherd seeking a lonely lost lamb. The response is a heartfelt: “Here I am Lord. Thank you for finding me.”
Even when shame returns, the author finds solace in the concept of gracious redemption.
Part of this redemptive process includes Justification: Obtaining Christ’s perfection, just as if one has never sinned. The author emphasizes the significance of having one’s name written in the Lamb’s Book of Life. Despite feeling unworthy, the author finds comfort in Jesus’ promise to confess his name before the Father and the angels, recognizing Him as the ultimate advocate. This realization inspires profound gratitude for justification.
The author expresses a desire for godliness to prevail over ungodliness, resisting the temptation to keep faith tucked away. Instead, the author wants shame to fuel a desire to immerse in the Spirit of God, choosing to run toward the light rather than stumbling in darkness. The removal of the veil reveals a truth that saturates the soul.
While hiding might offer temporary pleasure, it ultimately leads astray. Gracious redemption is presented as real, authentic, and tangible. The author concludes with a declaration of surrender: “Here I am Lord, a mess, but I’m Your mess. Thank you that Gracious Redemption has purified my heart, galvanized my soul, and solidified the Holy Spirit in my life. Here I am Lord, I am Yours, use me!”
— Jim McNeff